A desi take on Jane Austen's Persuasion, "Yours, Eventually" by Nura Maznavi + Q&A with the author

Title: Yours, Eventually 

Author: Nura Maznavi 

Number of Pages: 400

Publishing Date:18 February 2025

Available formats: paperback kindle

Genre: Romance, Asian Literature, Young-Adult, Re-telling

Synopsis:

A mesmerizing debut novel set in a tightly knit Pakistani American community where a young doctor gets an unexpected second chance with the first love she never got over when he becomes one of the most eligible bachelors in town.

The Ibrahim family is facing a crucial moment: Their patriarch just lost his fortune as the result of a Ponzi scheme, and the family is picking up the pieces. At the family’s core is Asma—successful doctor and the long-suffering middle daughter who stepped into the family center after the death of her beloved mother years ago. Despite what the prying aunties think, Asma is living the life she has always wanted, fulfilling her childhood dream of becoming a doctor . . . or so she thinks.

In walks Farooq Waheed, Asma’s college sweetheart whose proposal was cruelly rejected by Asma’s aunt and father. Now, eight years later, Farooq has made his fortune by selling his Silicon Valley startup and is widely considered one of the most eligible bachelors in California. As he enters Asma’s social orbit, she finds herself navigating a tricky landscape—her pushy sisters, gossiping aunties, and her father’s expectations—on her path to reconciling the past and winning Farooq back in the present. If there is still time. 

Yours, Eventually is a story about a young woman finding the courage to follow her heart and coming to the realization that living your life according to what other people think is no life at all.

Review:

Let me just say this upfront—Yours, Eventually is a total chef’s kiss of a retelling. Imagine Jane Austen’s Persuasion but set in a vibrant, tightly knit Pakistani American community, complete with all the auntie gossip, cultural expectations, and one deliciously awkward reunion between old flames. Nura Maznavi has absolutely nailed it with this debut novel.

Asma Ibrahim is the kind of protagonist you root for from page one. She’s the dutiful middle daughter, the glue holding her family together after a financial disaster shakes their world. On paper, she’s living the dream: she’s a doctor, respected in her community, and totally “put together” (according to those meddling aunties). But beneath it all, there’s this ache—the kind that comes from making life decisions based on other people’s expectations.

Enter Farooq Waheed, the one who got away. Well, actually, the one who was pushed away thanks to Asma’s family rejecting his college proposal years ago. Now, Farooq’s back, richer, more handsome, and armed with an energy that screams “I’ve moved on”—but you just know he hasn’t. The tension between these two is thick, especially as Asma realizes she’s never stopped loving him.

What makes this book shine is how Nura captures all the layers of South Asian family dynamics. From the meddling siblings to the judgmental whispers of the auntie brigade, it’s all so hilariously relatable. But it’s not just drama for drama’s sake—there’s so much heart here. Asma’s journey of self-discovery is powerful, as she learns to put her own happiness first, even if it means challenging the expectations of her father and community.

And Farooq? Oh, he’s a dream. He’s charming without being over-the-top, successful yet grounded, and the way he still carries a torch for Asma is just the right balance of swoony and heartbreaking. Their reunion is filled with just the right amount of tension, angst, and longing. Every glance, every conversation is loaded, and you’ll find yourself yelling at them to just talk it out already!!!

The community setting adds so much depth to the story. Maznavi brings the Pakistani American experience to life with vivid details-the food, the family gatherings, the relentless matchmaking. It's all so rich and immersive, and you'll feel like you're right there in the middle of it all. At its heart, Yours, Eventually is about second chances-not just in love, but in life. It's about finding the courage to follow your heart, even when the world around you has different ideas. It's hopeful, emotional, and deeply satisfying. If you're a fan of Austen, South Asian lit, or just love a good slow-burn romance with all the feels, this one's for you.

By the end, you'll be smiling, swooning, and maybe a little hungry for a cup of chai. Honestly, Nura Maznavi has arrived, and I can't wait to see what she does net!

Q&A WITH NURA MAZNAVI

Q1. Yours, Eventually reimagines Persuasion through a distinctly Pakistani American lens. What inspired you to take on Jane Austen’s work, and how did you balance staying true to the original while making it your own?

Nura: I first read Pride and Prejudice in high school and loved everything about the world Jane Austen created. It felt so familiar to me and South Asian American Muslim community in which I was raised, especially the themes of love, family and community. I took a Jane Austen class in college and read the rest of her novels - Persuasion was my favorite, I thought it was the most romantic of all her books. It also struck me well that it lent itself to a modern adaptation in my community. I personally knew people whose relationships didn’t work out because of parental disapproval. Family plays such a huge role in our search for a partner and I wanted to tell that story. 

Q2. Asma and Farooq’s second-chance romance feels layered with cultural expectations, personal growth and desire. How did you approach crafting their dynamic and weaving in those challenges?

Nura: I took a lot of inspiration from the characters in Persuasion. I rooted for Anne Elliot in Persuasion because I felt her heartbreak, but I also wanted her to be a bit more assertive. I knew Asma had to have professional success to contrast her role and the weight of responsibility she had in her family. I also wanted to show how we sometimes see ourselves so differently at work compared to within our family and community. Since Sine this was set in the San Francisco Bay Area, I knew Farooq had to be a startup hundred millionaire who was kicked to the curb as a college dropout. 

Q3. The Ibrahim family adds such richness to the story, from the meddling aunties to the fiercely loyal sisters. Were any of these characters or dynamics drawn from your own life or community?

Nura: I think there’s a little bit of me and everyone I know in all the characters! I grew up in a large South Asian and Arab Muslim community in Southern California where there’s constant interaction with all sorts of different people. What I really wanted to show in the book is that none of us are one-dimensional – even the meddling aunties! 

Q4. Adapting a beloved classic can be daunting. What were the biggest challenges in reworking Persuasion into "Yours, Eventually", and what aspects of the novel felt the most rewarding to write?

Nura: I think the biggest challenge is that in Jane Austen’s time there was a lot of room and opportunities for missed communication and delayed information. That’s not the case here – we get info (gossip!) within seconds via text. So there were some scenes where I had to figure out a creative way for Asma to miss that gossip. I think the most rewarding (and fun) scenes to write were between Farooq and Asma and seeing them slowly reconnect.

Q5. Your background as an attorney and editor is fascinating. How do these experiences shape the way you approach storytelling, especially in a novel that balances romance with social critique?

Nura: I don’t like reading books where I feel like the author is trying explicitly to teach me something or preach culture or religion – my goal is to write a compelling story and let the story and characters speak for themselves. 

Q6. The novel blends Austen’s timeless themes of love and regret with the cultural nuances of South Asian identity. How did you ensure the story resonated with both South Asian readers and a wider audience?

Nura: There’s the old adage that you should write specific to write universal and I think that’s the case here. Love is a universal emotion and love stories have a way of connecting people across cultures and faiths because it’s something we can all relate to. 

Q7. Asma’s journey highlights the tension between societal pressures and personal happiness. What do you hope readers—especially women in similar situations—take away from her story?

Nura: I think there’s a fine line you have to balance living in a close-knit community and enjoying the support that comes along with it without being suffocated. I hope readers can see how it’s possible to figure out yourself and what you want while tuning out the noise of what everyone else thinks and might say. 

Q8. You’ve previously co-edited anthologies featuring Muslim love stories. How did that experience influence your approach to writing "Yours, Eventually", and what drew you to retelling a classic novel?

Nura: The process of putting together Love InshAllah really expanded my understanding of how young American Muslims meet for marriage. Family and community usually plays a role and I wanted to dig into that in this story and Persuasion seemed the best vehicle to do so.

Q9. What advice would you offer to writers, particularly those from underrepresented communities, who want to reimagine beloved classics or tell stories rooted in their cultural heritage?

Nura: Keep going! I talk to so many people who are interested in writing a novel. There’s no timeline – if this is something you want to do, keep writing until you get there.

Q10. Can you share what’s next for you? Are there more retellings, anthologies, or other projects in the works?

Nura: I’m working on my next novel which is about a type-A overachiever whose life spirals out of her control two weeks before her wedding.

The Romance Rivalry: A trope-filled delight with Heart, Humor, and Swoon-worthy chemistry. ARC review

Title: The Romance Rivalry

Author: Susan Lee

Number of Pages: 384

Publishing Date: 13 May 2025

Available format: paperback

Genre: Romance, Asian Literature, Young-Adult, Rom-Com, Coming of age

📝synopsis:

She’s read every romance…except her own…

Irene Park loves romance novels—so much so she’s made a career of them as an online book reviewer with a massive following. But Irene’s real life dating story? Non-existent. So when she starts her freshman year of college, she sets her sights on finding true love using the one thing she really understands…romance book tropes.

If only it were that easy.

Enter Aiden Jeon, Irene’s online book review rival and biggest nemesis. When Aiden challenges her to see who can find love-by-trope first, he becomes the one person standing in her way to getting everything she wants both professionally and personally, too. So when the competition takes an unexpected turn, forcing the two of them to have to partner in the ultimate trope, fake dating, Irene is not prepared for everything she believed about romance, and Aiden, to flip on its head.

As Irene tackles the challenges of college life, struggles to figure out what she really wants for herself, all while trying to win the race for love, Irene realizes the answers may not be found in a romance novel. Happily Ever Afters seem so easy on page. But for Irene to find her ultimate HEA, she’ll have to get her nose out of the book and become the main character of her own story.

📝review:

A book that takes the beloved rivals-to-lovers trope(it packs plenty of other reader-favorite tropes too) and gives it a literary twist. If you’re into stories about fierce rivalries, a sprinkle of mystery, and  a satisfying slow-burn chemistry, this one’s for you. It's filled with everyone's most favorite romance tropes, bookish banter, and a rivalry so intense and fun, it’ll have you flipping pages like your life depends on it, rooting for these two to find their way to each other.

📝characters:

We’ve got Irene Park, a die-hard romance reader who lives for happily-ever-afters—on paper, at least. In real life? Her love life is as silent as an empty library. But when she starts college, Irene decides it’s time to stop reading about romance and start living it. And because Irene’s a romance connoisseur, she’s got a plan: find her soulmate through tropes, obviously.

Enter Aiden Jeon, her snarky online book rival. He’s just as passionate about books as Irene but with a slightly annoying knack of challenging her opinions. Surprise surprise, he is now in the same college as Irene. When Aiden throws down a challenge to see who can find their trope-tastic love first, it’s game on. But the real fun starts when they’re forced into the ultimate trope: fake dating. Yep, the very thing Irene’s been dreaming about turns out to be her worst nightmare—and maybe her best dream come true?

📝Irene and Aiden:

Watching Irene tackle the highs and lows of college life, friendships, and her dreams—both romantic and academic—adds so much depth to her character. She grows from someone caught up in doubt and fantasy to a person who knows her worth and understands love beyond fiction.

And Aiden? Beneath his confident and outgoing exterior lies a deeply caring soul. Despite his own struggles (which I can’t spoil for you here!), he constantly prioritizes Irene. He’s the kind of book boyfriend who will make your heart race and leave you swooning faster than you can say "fake dating". His moments of vulnerability, paired with his unwavering attention, support, and care for Irene, make him unforgettable.

📝them and their friends:

Chemistry between Irene and Aiden is pure chef’s kiss. From the very first in-person interaction to the very end of the book, the chemistry and tension between them was off the charts. Their rivalry? hilarious, their banter? electric, the brief jealous moments and the slow realization that maybe they see each other as more than mere rivals/enemies? PERFECT. 

One can not talk about this book without mentioning Irene and Aiden's best friends –Jeanette and Charles– who were there to help and encourage our main characters at all times, providing unwavering support and some-much needed humor. It was so cute and adorable to see how they start from being supportive friends who end up as a sweet romantic pair of their own-such a delightful sub plot, all while betting on Irene and Aiden's love life.

📝what makes the book stand out: 

What sets The Romance Rivalry apart is it's ability to mix the swoony giggly moments with authentic real-life struggles. Susan Lee doesn’t just deliver a fun rom-com; she gives us a heroine who in the beginning, feels like an imposter in her own skin in the start and comes out out as someone who's not chained to the shackles of her insecurities anymore, and is a strong-headed and wise person by the end of the book. She also learns that love isn’t about following a formula. 

Aiden’s arc is equally powerful. Behind his charm and wit is a boy navigating the complexities of strict family expectations and personal hardship.

By the end of the book Susan Lee has made it very clear how, Irene and Aiden's journey isn’t just about love—it’s about breaking free from insecurities and embracing one's true self, taking risks, challenging norms, and finding beauty in imperfections.

📚Recommend for:

If you love rivals-to-lovers, fake dating, or books about people who love books, this one’s for you. It’s smart, heartwarming, and laugh-out-loud funny. By the end, you’ll want to grab your favorite romance novel, cozy up, and maybe start plotting you own happy-ever-after.

The Romance Rivalry is a page-turner that will leave you smiling, swooning, and utterly satisfied. Don’t miss it!

Cover reveal book tour: 52 Weeks A Party Of One by Bianca Pensy Aba

Title: 52 Weeks A Party Of One 
Author: Bianca Pensy Aba 
Release date: 23 April 2025

First of all, thank you so much to coloredpagesbt on Instagram, for having be on this book tour. 

Now, Let’s talk about a book that just smacks you with betrayal right from page one. Aisha, our lead, doesn’t do things by halves, including her New Year’s meltdown. She’s at a party, ringing in the New Year with her boyfriend and best friend—until she catches the two of them together. No warning, no slow build-up—just betrayal, raw and upfront. This is the kind of betrayal that could mess with anyone’s trust, let alone a woman as outspoken as Aisha, who typically isn’t one to hold back. But instead of an explosive reaction, Aisha does something different; she packs her bags and heads off to Dallas, seeking an escape from both Denver and the people who hurt her.

Now, the move doesn’t magically fix anything (because when does it ever?). Aisha has a laundry list of emotional baggage: a tense relationship with her mom, the fact that she and her brother are pretty much strangers at this point, and the shadow of an absentee father who’s passed away but still has an impact on her life. Dallas is supposed to be her getaway to work through all of this, but let’s be real—it’s not easy facing down a storm of emotions, especially when it means accepting that maybe she’s been bottling up way too much for way too long.

What’s so relatable is Aisha’s instinct to procrastinate. Instead of jumping straight into self-improvement or reflection, she’s like any of us would be after a big blow—she distracts herself. She avoids the tough stuff with everything from Netflix marathons to spontaneous shopping sprees. It’s only when she can’t run anymore, when distractions aren’t cutting it, that Aisha is forced to actually confront her past.

This isn’t a story about a woman having one grand revelation and then walking out of her problems all fixed. It’s about messy, frustrating, and sometimes painfully slow growth. The author takes us into Aisha’s world, where anger, grief, and shame mix in with her humor and resilience. You’ll feel for Aisha because her pain is real, her confusion is messy, and her journey is far from perfect. And it doesn’t get wrapped up with a neat little bow at the end—Aisha’s progress feels earned.

For anyone who’s ever faced a rough breakup, had a strained relationship with family, or just needed a breather from life, this book will speak to you. Aisha’s story reminds us that while running away might give temporary relief, the real healing only starts when we face what’s haunting us, no matter how difficult it is.

If you’re in the mood for a heartfelt, real, and sometimes raw look at moving on and finding yourself after betrayal, this book is worth the read. Just be ready to confront some ghosts along the way—Aisha’s, and maybe even a few of your own. Preorder your copy here.

ARC review: Immortal by Sue Lynn Tan

 

Title: Immortal

Author: Sue Lynn Tan

Number of Pages: 464

Publishing Date: 7 January 2025

Available format: hardcover paperback

Genre: Fantasy Romance, Mythology, Historical Fiction, Asian Literature, Re-telling, Young-Adult

Synopsis:

“What the gods did not give us, I would take.”

As the heir to Tianxia, Liyen knows she must ascend the throne and renew her kingdom’s pledge to serve the immortals who once protected them from a vicious enemy. But when she is poisoned, Liyen’s grandfather steals an enchanted lotus to save her life. Enraged at his betrayal, the immortal queen commands the powerful God of War to attack Tianxia.

Upon her grandfather’s death, Liyen ascends a precarious throne, vowing to end her kingdom’s obligation to the immortals. When she is summoned to the Immortal Realm, she seizes the opportunity to learn their secrets and to form a tenuous alliance to safeguard her people, all with the one she should fear and mistrust the most: the ruthless God of War. As they are drawn together, a treacherous attraction ignites between them—one she has to resist, to not endanger all she is fighting for.

But with darker forces closing in around them, and her kingdom plunged into peril, Liyen must risk everything to save her people from an unspeakable fate, even if it means forging a dangerous bond with the immortal… even if it means losing her heart.

Review:

Sue Lynn Tan returns with Immortal, a lush sequel that draws us deeper into the world of Eastern mythology with storytelling as intricate and spellbinding as her debut, Daughter of the Moon Goddess. Immortal is a tale of love, resilience, and destiny, set against a breathtaking mythic landscape that will captivate fans of fantasy and folklore alike.
Immortal follows the journey of Liyen as she confronts trials that test not only her strength but the core of her very identity. While Liyen’s earlier journey was fraught with danger and discovery, Immortal explores the emotional complexity of power, love, and loss on a whole new level. As her ties to the celestial realm deepen, Liyen faces new challenges that blur the line between duty and desire, loyalty and freedom.

What I Loved:

Sue Lynn Tan’s world-building is once again exceptional. She crafts realms that feel both dreamlike and tangible, using rich descriptions that transport the reader into a vivid tapestry of gods, dragons, and magic. Linyen’s character continues to grow with depth and nuance, making her feel even more relatable as she grapples with both personal desires and obligations that could shape the future of her world. The tension and chemistry between Linyen and Zhangwei from the start to the end is plausible.
Tan’s prose in Immortal flows with an elegance and sophistication that match the mythic tone of her narrative, weaving together not just action and intrigue but tender moments of vulnerability that make the characters feel profoundly human. This story doesn’t just rely on its fantasy elements; at its heart, Immortal is about the courage it takes to choose your path in a world that often tries to define it for you.

Themes and Impact:

Immortal explores themes of fate, loyalty, and self-discovery, betrayal and undying love, giving readers much to ponder about the choices we make and the sacrifices we’re willing to endure for those we love. Tan has a way of exploring these themes subtly yet impactfully, drawing parallels between myth and our own human experience. It’s a tale that urges us to seek our own strength while respecting the forces that shape us.
Immortal is an enchanting follow-up that will satisfy fans of Daughter of the Moon Goddess while inviting new readers into its richly woven story. If you’re a fan of lyrical, myth-inspired fantasy or just looking for a story with a strong, resilient protagonist, Immortal is a must-read. Sue Lynn Tan continues to prove she’s a master of weaving mythology and emotion into a seamless narrative that’s both heartfelt and exhilarating.
Be prepared to be swept away into a world where myths come to life and choices shape destinies.

Unpacking the Mind of a Wallflower: "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" book review

So, I just finished re-reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, re-watched the movie adaptation too. I’ve got so many thoughts. Let me start by saying this book is raw, emotional, and filled with so many layers, you could write a whole thesis on it (don’t worry, I won’t). It’s not just another coming-of-age novel—it dives deep into mental health, trauma, relationships, and the complicated role of family, all in a way that feels painfully real.

The Vibe

The story is told through letters written by Charlie, this socially awkward and painfully shy high school freshman. Right from the start, you know there’s something more going on with him—he’s an outsider, dealing with a bunch of confusing feelings he doesn’t know how to process. As someone who’s learning about mental health, I couldn’t help but see the signs of deeper psychological struggles as Charlie talks about his past, his friends, his family, and his emotions.

Honestly, the way Chbosky writes Charlie’s voice is so relatable. He’s shy, sensitive, and super introspective—a total wallflower. His inner world is what drew me in. Like, you can feel his loneliness, his struggles with depression, and his desperate need to connect with others but not knowing how to do it without feeling overwhelmed. The way he talks about his emotions reminds me of the classic signs of trauma and anxiety, something we’ve been discussing a lot in psych classes.

Mental Health and Trauma

Without giving too much away, The Perks of Being a Wallflower really explores how past trauma affects people in ways they don’t always understand. It’s clear that Charlie has repressed memories of something terrible that happened when he was younger. It's a well-known fact that sometimes to cope with trauma, our brain forgets (I'd rather say covers up) anything bad that has happened. And sometimes you will never remember those moments again while often it only takes a few seconds, a tiny trigger, for everything to come rushing back. Throughout the book, you see him slowly unravel, and it’s heartbreaking but also kind of fascinating to watch from a psych perspective.

One thing I couldn’t help but think about is how much Charlie could’ve benefitted from therapy earlier on. As he navigates friendships, first loves, and family issues, he’s clearly in over his head and struggling to cope. The book touches on mental health, depression, and even suicide in such a raw way. Honestly, Charlie’s experiences show just how important it is for people, especially young people, to have access to mental health resources.

The Role of Family

Now, as much as the book focuses on Charlie’s friendships, it also delves into his family dynamic. And let me tell you, this part is critical to understanding his psyche. From a psychological standpoint, it’s clear that Charlie’s family plays a huge role in shaping who he is, and not necessarily in the best way. There’s this undercurrent of dysfunction that you feel right away—his parents are emotionally distant, and there’s a lot of unspoken trauma, which is something we often talk about in psych classes.

Family, for Charlie, is both a source of love and pain. His relationship with his older siblings is complicated too—his brother is off at college and barely involved, while his sister is going through her own toxic relationship drama. But the real weight comes from his aunt, who, without giving spoilers, has a profound impact on Charlie’s mental state. This part of the story really highlights how family trauma can be so deeply buried, but still influence someone’s mental health years later.

The Friend Group: Sam, Patrick, and the Role of Relationships

Psych 101 teaches us that relationships play a huge role in human development, and this book is a prime example. Charlie’s friends—Sam and Patrick—are like his lifeline. They’re older, cooler, and more experienced, and they pull him out of his shell, showing him that he’s worth something. As a psych major, I couldn’t help but see how their friendship dynamic influences Charlie’s development.

His friendships give him a sense of belonging, something he’s been missing, but it’s also interesting to note how he almost becomes dependent on them. There’s this weird balance of love and emotional attachment that sometimes borders on unhealthy, which makes sense considering Charlie’s fragile mental state.

Psych Insights: Why This Book Matters

What hit me hardest is how Chbosky shows mental health without making it feel like a “mental health book.” It’s not preachy, but it is real. There’s no romanticizing trauma or depression here—it’s messy, ugly, and at times uncomfortable, just like in real life. From a psych perspective, the way Charlie dissociates and blocks out traumatic memories is textbook, and the gradual revelation of his past felt like peeling back layers of the unconscious mind.

For anyone studying psychology, The Perks of Being a Wallflower is a goldmine for understanding how trauma, especially from family dynamics, can shape a person’s behavior. But beyond that, it’s a reminder that people like Charlie—quiet, struggling, often overlooked—are dealing with battles we can’t always see.

Final Thoughts

If you haven’t read this book yet, what are you doing with your life? Whether you’re into psychology or just want a story that’s going to make you feel everything, this book delivers. As a psych major, it made me think about how important it is to listen to the people around us, even when they’re not saying much at all. And honestly, that’s a lesson everyone can take from Charlie’s story.

It’s not an easy read—it’s heavy, and it’s probably going to leave you feeling some type of way. But it’s so worth it.

ARC review: A Song To Drown Rivers by Ann Liang

Title: A Song To Drown Rivers

Author: Ann Liang

Number of Pages: 336

Publishing Date: 1 October 2024

Genre: Fantasy Romance, Historical Fiction, Asian Literature, Retelling, Young-Adult 

Synopsis:

Inspired by the legend of Xishi, one of the famous Four Beauties of Ancient China, A Song to Drown Rivers is an epic historical fantasy about womanhood, war, sacrifice, and love against all odds.

Her beauty hides a deadly purpose.

Xishi’s beauty is seen as a blessing to the villagers of Yue—convinced that the best fate for a girl is to marry well and support her family. When Xishi draws the attention of the famous young military advisor, Fanli, he presents her with a rare opportunity: to use her beauty as a weapon. One that could topple the rival neighboring kingdom of Wu, improve the lives of her people, and avenge her sister’s murder. All she has to do is infiltrate the enemy palace as a spy, seduce their immoral king, and weaken them from within.

Trained by Fanli in everything from classical instruments to concealing emotion, Xishi hones her beauty into the perfect blade. But she knows Fanli can see through every deception she masters, the attraction between them burning away any falsehoods.

Once inside the enemy palace, Xishi finds herself under the hungry gaze of the king’s advisors while the king himself shows her great affection. Despite his gentleness, a brutality lurks and Xishi knows she can never let her guard down. But the higher Xishi climbs in the Wu court, the farther she and Fanli have to fall—and if she is unmasked as a traitor, she will bring both kingdoms down.

Review:

 Okay, so first off, Ann Liang completely nailed the vibe of this book. If you love historical fantasy, especially anything about ancient Chinese history or mythology, you’re in for a treat. “A Song to Drown Rivers” is all about political intrigue, strategic seduction, and some serious emotional turmoil, and it's got this underlying tension that doesn’t let up from start to finish.

The legend of Xishi is reimagined in such a way, that’s both epic and personal. Xishi is a lot more than just a pretty face—her beauty becomes a literal weapon in this story, and it’s fascinating to see how she navigates a world where her value is constantly tied to how she looks. But she’s no passive character. Xishi is ambitious, sharp, quick problem solver, and complicated. The push and pull between her loyalty to her village and her desire for revenge over her sister's death is intense. And Fanli? Oh my God, don't even get me started. Their chemistry is totally off the charts. You feel the tension every time they’re in the same room, especially because they both know their attraction could quite literally ruin everything.

And speaking of Fanli, I appreciated that he wasn’t just the mysterious and brooding strategist. He’s got layers (thankfully), and his relationship with Xishi is equal parts strategic and emotional, which makes for a compelling dynamic. The power balance between the two of them shifts constantly, and I love how Ann plays with that tension.

The palace scenes were also a standout. The way Xishi has to constantly perform, seduce, and manipulate while staying one step ahead of everyone at court gave me all the edge-of-my-seat vibes. The king himself is a mix of gentle and terrifying, and that makes their interactions so uncomfortable yet oddly intimate and swoony at times. Zhengdan and Luyi are my literal babies. The cuties with the most amazing humor, and answers. You'll find yourself giggling over the fun banter one moment and then crying over all the trauma that Ann had put in this book, the very next moment. You'll constantly be questioning how far Xishi is willing to go to achieve her goals. You won't be able to help yourself but feel sad for each and every character even the evil king Fuchai.

At its core, this book is about survival and sacrifice. Xishi is placed in impossible situations where there’s no “right” choice, and the stakes are sky-rocketing every moment. You can feel the weight of every decision and step that she takes. If I had one critique, it’s that the pacing can be a bit uneven at times. But again, that's where the fun and intrigue is. Some moments feel like they drag a little too much while others fly by (like, I could’ve used more Fanli time, but that might be just me). But honestly, that’s very teeny tiny compared to everything else this book does justice to.

Overall, “A Song to Drown Rivers” is a powerful story about how beauty, power, and agency are intertwined in a world where women often have to fight with whatever tools they have at their disposal and sacrifices their dearest people and sometimes even themselves in the way, for the greater good. It’s intense, beautiful, and heartbreaking. If you’re into historical fantasy with complex characters and high stakes, add this to your Goodreads asap!!

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ARC Review: The Blood Orchid (The Scarlet Alchemist book # 2) by Kylie Lee Baker

 

Title: The Blood Orchid

Author: Kylie Lee Baker

Number of Pages: 384

Publishing Date: 22 October 2024

Genre: Young-Adult, Sci-Fi, Fantasy Romance, Historical Fiction, Asian Literature

Synopsis:

Since Zilan entered the world of royal alchemists, she has learned that alchemy comes at a price. She has lost loved ones in her search for broader justice against the evil Empress and all she wants now is to find some way to bring them back. Resurrection is her specialty, after all.

In search of the myth of Penglai Island, where it’s rumored life can be fully restored, Zilan starts a new adventure. But when old threats come back to haunt her and the path to Penglai Island means facing down unpredictable, sometimes dangerous, alchemists, she wonders just how high of a price she may be willing to pay.

Review:

In "The Blood Orchid", Kylie Lee Baker picks up right where The Scarlet Alchemist left, it weaves a captivating narrative that delves into the dark side of alchemy and the true cost of playing with the fundamental forces of life and death. Zilan, a talented and determined royal alchemist, is driven by a personal tragedy that sets her on a perilous quest for resurrection and redemption.

As Zilan navigates the treacherous world of alchemy, she finds herself entangled in a web of old threats, new dangers, and unpredictable allies. Her search for Penglai Island, a fabled haven where life can be fully restored, becomes an all-consuming obsession that challenges her morals, her loyalties, and her very sense of self. 

While reading book #1 all I could think about all day long was how Kylie was feeding my Full Metal Alchemist fangirl early teenage self. And then I got the book #2 e-arc on netgalley. As soon as I read the dedication, I screamed out of joy, lol. There was a lot of banter and family moments that made me giggle and kick my feet in the air, and then there was even more betrayal and angst in The Blood Orchid as compared to The Scarlet Alchemist. The duology was completely action packed and is now in my top 5 fantasy duologies. One of the many things that I loved about this book, is the different types of alchemists we got to see who have thrown their morals out in the trash for glory and power.

Kylie's world-building is exceptional, with a richly detailed environment that draws inspiration from Chinese mythology and culture. The characters are complex and multi-dimensional, with Zilan being a particularly compelling protagonist. Her growth and development throughout the story are authentic and satisfying, making her an easy character to root for. The writing is lyrical and evocative, with vivid descriptions that transport the reader to a world of wonder and magic. The pacing is well-balanced, with moments of high tension and action expertly interspersed with quieter moments of introspection and character development. Each chapter is like as if it's ending with a cliff hanger, which keeps the reader engaged throughout the book. Every time the reader might start thinking, oh this is the biggest plot twist nothing will top this. And then wham bam yes ma'am, here comes another even bigger and better totally unexpected plot twist, right in your face.

As compared to the book itself the last chapter was lightly written, and the subtilty with which everything was described, oh my God it scratched an itch in my brain so good. "The Blood Orchid" is more than just a fantasy adventure – it's a thought-provoking exploration of the human condition. Baker raises important questions about the ethics of alchemy, the consequences of ambition, and the true cost of redemption. Through Zilan's story, we are reminded that even the most well-intentioned pursuits can come at a steep price, and that the line between good and evil is often blurred.

ARC Review: Fading Stars by Marisa Kazwey + Q&A with the author

 

Title: Fading Stars

Author: Marisa Kazawey

Number of Pages: 428

Publishing Date: 20 August 2024

Genre: Mental Health, Young-Adult

TW: scenes of heavy Bullying, mmc deals with depression and suicidal thoughts, S.A, self-harm, school shooting

Synopsis:

Stars hold the power to rewrite a destiny.

Neveah lives for them, counting down the days until the awe-inspiring return of Halley's Comet. At 16, she dreams of becoming an astrophysicist, her passion ignited by her grandmother who had passed away.

Yohan, on the other hand, is a shadow of his former self. Once a good kid, he became withdrawn and distant after a tragic event. Yohan grapples with guilt and a deep-seated desire for redemption, even contemplating ending his own life.

Their worlds collide when Neveah forms a club. Under the watchful eye of the returning comet, an unlikely connection blossoms between them. Together, Neveah and Yohan embark on a healing journey, discovering that sometimes, the light of one star can illuminate the darkest of paths.

But what do you do when the stars start to fade.

Review:

Fading Stars is a poignant and powerful novel that delves into the complexities of human relationships, physical and mental health, and the resilience of the human spirit.

I have read books about mental health and school clubs multiple times before, book clubs? yes, seen that been there. Poetry Club? that too. Sports Club? Even read about Creative Writing Club that was actually a cult.... But never would I have ever imagined coming across a book about a girl trying her utmost best to form an astronomy club with her friends by her side, even though for her the stars are slowly but gradually fading away.

Through Neveah's passion for stars and astrophysics, and Yohan's journey towards redemption, Marisa masterfully explores the themes of hope, healing, and the interconnectedness of our lives. The characters are multidimensional and relatable, making it easy to become invested in their stories.

The writing is evocative and engaging, with vivid descriptions of the night sky and the symbolism of the stars. Marisa tackles heavy topics such as bullying, depression, and suicidal thoughts with sensitivity and care, providing a thoughtful and realistic portrayal of these issues.

One of the strengths of this book is its ability to balance light and darkness, offering a message of hope and resilience without shying away from the complexities of life. The connection between Neveah and Yohan is authentic and heartwarming, and their journey together is a testament to the power of human connection. 

The family and parents in this book play a big role in the formation of Neveah and Yohan's personalities. From Yohan going back into the spiral of depression to Neveah slowly but surely getting crushed under the burden of always trying to be the bright light of everyone's life. The expectations and hopes of the family are quite significant and are shown in a beautiful way. 

Overall, Fading Stars is a beautiful and impactful novel that will resonate with readers of all ages. If you're looking for a story that will touch your heart and inspire you to look up at the stars, this is the book for you.

Q&A with Marisa

Q1. How did you create the world of “Fading Stars” and what inspired the setting and atmosphere of the book?

Marisa: Ok, so this is how it went down. I was like I want to write one of those sad books like a really sad book, I want ideas. But I don’t want to watch a ton of movies to strike an idea. So, I went on internet, went on Wattpad looked up bunch of blurbs. I felt like if I’d find a blurb that is inspiring enough, maybe, I will have an idea instead of watching movies. I had a blurb, and the blurb was about this girl she’s an astronomer and she’s been studying this certain event for all of her life, but she died of cancer and was not able to see the event that she studied all her life. She meets a homeless painter, and she would buy a painting out of him and then she'll take him under her wing. They fall in love and everything. And before she dies, he will describe to her the event that she’s been studying her entire life. And I was like, Oh ohh…. And when it comes to the vibes of the book, I wanted it to be very dreamy, like every bit of fantasy, the stars and everything. I wanted it to be like those anime movies, like Your Name, Suzume, and Weathering With You. I really wanted my book to give those vibes. I kind of nailed it. It’s not really fantasy, it’s weird but there like magic like specially, in the end with the red strings that connects to one and other. Say to have connections with stars, and I really wanted to have this poetry kind of vibe as well, like with the lines I kept prettying from time to time and the big paragraphs that I would use differently.

Q2. How did you develop the supporting characters in the book, like Fred and Sol?

Marisa: Basically, I read this book called story genius, I forgot who wrote it. I have this very complex character sheet, that I have to complete for my characters. The main characters have their own, but the side characters have them too. Basically, before diving into the story, I need to come up with the back story, how do I deal with the way they are, their families. Their MBTI, their misbeliefs as well and what’s their own agenda. The characters in my book are not like here, to serve the main characters. They are just like us, like if I was the main character of my story. I don’t expect my friends to benefit me, they’re just there to do what they want to do, and it might, benefit me. This is how I wrote them, I just created their backstories first, to determine their entire personality. It might or might not benefit the purpose of the main character but that’s how I got it to be a bit realistic as you know they are not always in the favor, as they are their own beings.

Q3. How did you approach writing the scenes that deal with heavy topics like bullying, depression, and suicidal thoughts? What considerations did you keep in mind?

Marisa: When I was writing my series of heavy topics, you have to know that a lot of research have been made. I was on YouTube, on Quora, on Reddit. I wanted to make it as realistic as possible, whenever I was writing any scene, in my mind I was like, I don’t want it to be too much, I don’t want it to be too little and I want it to be as relatable as possible. And for that to happen I just had to make a bunch of research. Like everything that happens to Elliot, happened to someone in real life. I went to Quora and Reddit and asked there, what was the worst thing that a bully did to them and just copied and pasted what they told me, so whatever Elliot went through, all of it is something that someone went through in real life. That’s why it looked as realistic as it could be, as I just took people’s experiences and put it into Elliot’s life. Because I didn’t really want to make up anything, because I never experienced it myself. I was kind of depressed too. There was a lot of depressing stuff out there, it was crazy. *laughs* So, yeah this is how I did it, by putting real people’s real experience in there. When it comes to Yohan’s state of mind, that was really difficult. Yohan was the hardest character to write, it was really complex. I really hope that I managed to convey right emotions through him.

Q4. What do you hope readers take away from Neveah’s passion for astrophysics and her dreams of becoming an astrophysicist?

Marisa: I want my readers to know, that your passion can become your everything, it’s just beautiful to see somebody who loves something so so much and I just wanted to share it with people, I think that people should share their hobbies. Because they never know that who they will save or who they will inspire. This woman inspires so many people and she is so happy, specially with her grandmother. I just think it’s very important how you can inspire so many people and your passion can be a reason behind it.

Q5. How did you balance the lighter moments in the book with the heavier themes and scenes?

Marisa: I literally was like, when I was writing, there were many balancing moments, like okay this one chapter was really sad and now there should be one chapter happy, there was like a lot of balance that I tried to maintain and than there was Kayla, and I thought that when Kayla is here, we should be happy. And for Yohan’s chapters he was always really gloomy, especially when there was Neveah around as she was very bright and hopeful. Kayla will be there with Nevaeh. Yohan is like a sad sad sad character and Nevaeh and Yohan balance each other out.

But after things with Atlas, things become dark for Nevaeh, and Yohan is there to help her cope. There weren’t many sad sad moments until the very end of the book. I made sure that the book felt bittersweet, we had good we had bad, in every chapter. Or we had extremely bad and then we had extremely good moments.

Besides that I tried to outline all of my chapters way ahead of writing, so that I will have balanced out the happy and soul crushing things. But still I think that there was more and more soul crushing scenes compared to the happy parts.

I also used the happy parts to kind of disguise the sad, like when there was something sad that made me think that this can be suspicious to the readers, I added something happy next.

Q6. What do you think sets “Fading Stars” apart from other books in the same genre?

Marisa: I think what really sets Fading Stars apart from other books in the same genre, is that it’s something that you will not get to read everyday. I think that my book is kind of unique, like it’s not the average bad boy falling for the bad girl kind of book and I think that it’s also different because it’s realistic.

I don’t sell fantasy and I don’t sell your regular romance story. I am out here writing things that are real to you guys, that people actually go through. And I know that there a not many authors that will do that. I don’t use the really typical things, people getting cancer and all. The sadness doesn’t come from, external events. Like, oh someone lost someone or someone lost some part of themselves.

It's all about the emotions, the emotions of my characters. I don’t sell tropes, or events happening in the book, it's the emotions and what my characters are felling all the time. That’s what makes the readers feel the same emotions and relate to the characters. Through out the book I really paid most of my attention towards conveying the correct emotions.

Emotion, principles, but not the tropes, I didn’t really think about tropes until I was done writing it. I really just wrote for the book based on the emotions, and how much characters feel about it and what should I do about it. So yeah, It’s really emotion driven and action driven.

Q7. The unlikely connection between Neveah and Yohan is a central aspect of the story. What do you hope readers take away from their relationship and the power of human connection?

Marisa: I believe that human connection is everything, which is one of the messages that I tried to put down in the book. I don’t really know, it’s quite difficult to explain but, I think that people need somebody to in their lives, by their sides. They should really allow others to be their support, let people in, to let them heal you.

Q8. What message or hope do you want readers to take away from “Fading Stars”, particularly those who may be struggling with similar issues as Yohan or Neveah?

Marisa: They have a very complex relationship. One of the very first things I kept in mind while writing the dynamics, was that “the sunshine always saves the grumpy" was not something that I wanted to be there. The sunshine can help the other character in many other ways and not just through bringing them joy and light. Yohan’s past is really dark, for other people it might not be as dark. They might need someone like Neveah, somebody to enter their lives and change it. Lonely people need someone who’ll be there for them and show them the light.

Q9. How do you balance writing about heavy topics with the need to create a hopeful and uplifting narrative?

Marisa: I feel like there’s heavy topics and then a lot of other stuff. The topic is heavy but the way you address it doesn’t have to be heavy. I manage it through the conversations, the way Yohan tells his story to Neveah, the way that Naveah has while addressing it, how he’s going to talk about it. So, while writing the conversations, I try to use words that are not to heavy. They way that the characters bring thing up, the way they talk about it, sometimes they are hurtful words, heart breaking sentences but sometimes they are uplifting because the change of the perspectives could be different.

Q10. What’s next for you in terms of writing projects or upcoming books, any plans for a sequel or continuation of Fading Stars?

Marisa: Fading Stars is stand-alone. But currently I’m writing a series of 2 to 3 books, I don’t really know what I can say in the 3rd book, but it could be very nice. Not really sure about the third book but the first 2 books are done, like the first drafts of both books. It’s about – should I really say what’s it about – I will just tell the dedications for now, the principal idea of book 1 is that the scars of the past shouldn’t keep you from falling completely and utterly in love with someone, book 2 will be for the people whose hearts hurts so much they couldn’t breathe, it's a happy story it's very beautiful.

(bonus question)

Who did you invision while writing these characters, who are your fan-casts?

Marisa: When it comes to the fan cast I really have no idea…. But I think Navia Robinson as Naveah, Tristan Pravong as Yohan, Armani Jackson as Fred, Isabel Merced as Sol, Alex Sampson as Atlas, Theo James as Mr. Callahan (Atlas’s dad) and Daniel Henney as Mr. Young (Yohan’s dad) will be a perfect fan cast.

Review: The Girl With No Reflection by Keshe Chow

Title: The Girl With No Reflection

Author: Keshe Chow

Number of Pages: 496

Publishing Date: 6 August 2024

Genre: High Fantasy, Young-Adult, Romance, Mythology,  Horror, Re-telling

My Rating: 2.5 stars

Synopsis

A young woman chosen as the crown prince’s bride must travel to the royal palace to meet her new husband—but her world is shaken when she discovers the dark truth the royal family has been hiding for centuries.

Princess Ying Yue believed in love...once upon a time.

Yet when she’s chosen to wed the crown prince, Ying’s dreams of a fairy tale marriage quickly fall apart. Her husband-to-be is cold and indifferent, confining Ying to her room for reasons he won’t explain. Worse still are the rumors that swirl around the imperial whispers of seven other royal brides who, after their own weddings, mysteriously disappeared.

Left alone with only her own reflection for company, Ying begins to see things. Strange things. Movements in the corners of her mirror. Colorful lights upon its surface. And when, on the eve of her wedding, she unwittingly tears open a gateway, she is pulled into a mirror world.

This realm is full of sentient reflections, including the enigmatic Mirror Prince. Unlike his real-world counterpart, the Mirror Prince is kind and compassionate, and before long Ying falls in love—the kind of love she always dreamed of.

But there is darkness in this new world, too.

It turns out the two worlds have a long and blood-soaked history, and Ying has a part to play in the future of them both. And the brides who came before Ying? By the time they discovered what their role was, it was already too late.

Review:

This book is a classic case of an incredible concept falling victim to poor execution—a raw pasta of a novel that could have been so much more.

The premise, centered around a mirror world and the intriguing lore of reflection beings, initially had me captivated. The idea of an alternate universe populated by imprisoned reflections and mythological creatures is fascinating, and the world-building around these concepts is undoubtedly the book's strongest point. However, while the mirror world's lore was compelling, the rest of the plot didn’t live up to its potential. Every single "plot twist" was just simply exactly the same to what I have seen in historical dramas as a kid, same old cliches whether it comes to the plots or the tropes within. Even though towards the end, the story started to look more interesting but by than I was already so done with this book.... The chemistry between the main characters during the second half of the book was undeniable and oh so good, but separately they still didn't had much charms for themselves.

The female lead was a major source of frustration. Her behavior constantly wavered between naïveté and sheer foolishness, making it difficult to sympathize with her. She repeatedly made reckless decisions without considering the consequences, often putting both herself and her world at risk. Rather than learning from her mistakes, she indulged in self-pity, lamenting her uselessness instead of taking any proactive steps to rectify the situation. Her lack of growth and constant sobbing made it hard to root for her, leaving me more irritated than invested.

The male lead didn't fare much better, feeling more like a generic placeholder than a fully fleshed-out character. He fell into the overused miscommunication trope, contributing to the overall flatness of both main characters. The romance, too, was lackluster, marred by an insta-love dynamic that felt forced and repetitive. The female lead’s oscillation between two love interests lacked depth, making the romantic aspect of the story particularly unconvincing.

The mystery element started off strong, holding my attention for the first few chapters. However, it quickly lost its momentum. The villains were painfully obvious from the start, yet the female lead remained oblivious, blindly trusting every suspicious character she encountered. Her repeated betrayals and subsequent shock became tiresome, especially given how little she knew these characters before placing her trust in them.

The plot twists, rather than surprising, felt like convenient devices to push the story forward. The main character barely had to work for anything, with solutions conveniently falling into her lap. This predictability drained much of the enjoyment from the story for me.

That said, the book isn’t without its merits. The world-building, particularly the contrast between the powerful Eastern empire and the mirror universe, is beautifully executed. The fairytale-style storytelling, combined with elements of mythology and Eastern folklore, initially drew me in and held my interest despite the flaws.

Overall, while the book’s concept and world-building shine, the execution of its plot and characters left much to be desired. What could have been an addictive blend of fairytale, mythology, and intrigue ultimately fell flat, making it a frustrating read despite its promising start.

ARC Review: Meet Me At Blue Hour by Sarah Suk

Title: Meet Me At Blue Hour

Author: Sarah Suk

Number of Pages: 288

Publishing Date: 1 April 2025

Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Young-Adult, Coming of Age, Romance, Second Chance, Childhood Friends to Lovers

Synopsis:

Seventeen-year-old Yena Bae is spending the summer in Busan, South Korea, working at her mom’s memory-erasing clinic. She feels lost and disconnected from people, something she’s felt ever since her best friend, Lucas, moved away four years ago without a word, leaving her in limbo.

Eighteen-year-old Lucas Pak is also in Busan for the summer, visiting his grandpa, who was recently diagnosed with Alzheimer’s disease. But he isn’t just here for a regular visit—he’s determined to get his beloved grandpa into the new study running at the clinic, a trial program seeking to restore lost memories.

When Yena runs into Lucas again, she’s shocked to see him and even more shocked to discover that he doesn’t remember a thing about her. He’s completely erased her from his memories, and she has no idea why.

As the two reconnect, they unravel the mystery and heartache of what happened between them all those years ago—and must now reckon with whether they can forge a new beginning together.

Review

This book's got the power to smash up your heart and put it back in one piece again!!!
A poignant and captivating tale of love, loss, and memory. Yena and Lucas's story will tug at your heartstrings and leave you pondering the complexities of human connection. Sarah masterfully weaves together themes of identity, grief, and redemption, set against the vibrant backdrop of Busan, South Korea. The journey from disconnection to self-discovery is beautifully rendered, and her chemistry between the mcs is undeniable.

The exploration of memory and its impact on relationships is fascinating, and the supporting characters add depth and nuance to the narrative. The writing is evocative and immersive, making it easy to become fully invested in Yena and Lucas's story. The scenes and sounds of Busan are described in such a way that makes us feel as of we are living through those moments ourselves.

This book is a must-read for fans of contemporary romance and anyone looking for a story that will resonate long after the final page is turned. Be prepared for an emotional rollercoaster that will leave you smiling through tears.

ARC Review: I Am Not Jessica Chen by Ann Liang

 Title: I Am Not Jessica Chen

Author: Ann Liang

Number of Pages: 384

Publishing Date: 28 January 2025

Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Young-Adult, Dark Academia, Coming of age, Magical Realism, Romance, Asian Representation, Second Chance.

Synopsis

Seventeen-year-old Jenna Chen, rejected by every Ivy League school she applied to and burdened by the weight of her Asian immigrant parents’ expectations, makes a desperate wish: to become her smarter, Harvard-bound cousin, Jessica Chen. To her shock, her wish comes true—literally.

Now living as Jessica, Jenna has access to her cousin’s deepest secrets and journals, only to realize that being the top student at the prestigious Havenwood Private Academy isn’t the dream she imagined. As her parents, friends, and even Jenna herself start to forget who she truly is, she must decide if living out Jessica’s life is worth losing her own identity forever.

Review

I Am Not Jessica Chen is an emotional roller coaster that had me hooked from the very first line. Ann Liang captures the intense pressures and expectations faced by many Asian-American teenagers, making Jenna’s journey both heart-wrenching and deeply relatable. The story resonates on a personal level, exploring themes of identity crisis, family expectations, self-doubt, and the quiet grief that accompanies being “second best.”

Jenna’s transformation from rejected college applicant to embodying her cousin Jessica offers a poignant exploration of what it means to live in someone else’s shadow. Her journey through the cutthroat environment of Havenwood Private Academy is gripping, and as she uncovers the truth behind Jessica’s seemingly perfect life, we’re reminded that even those who appear to have it all are fighting their own battles.

Liang’s writing is both engaging and immersive, drawing readers into a world where the lines between reality and magical realism blur effortlessly. The pacing is masterful, with plot twists that compel you to keep turning pages, even if it means staying up until the early hours of the morning. The themes of identity, family, and self-acceptance are universal, making this novel a must-read for audiences of all ages.

Jenna Chen

Jenna’s struggle to navigate life as Jessica is portrayed with depth and nuance. Her internal conflict raises important questions about self-discovery, individuality, and the true cost of success. As Jenna grapples with the expectations placed upon her, the novel delves into the psychological toll of trying to live up to an idealized version of oneself, adding layers of complexity to her character.

Jessica Chen

At first glance, Jessica seems like the perfect daughter, friend, and student—the epitome of success. But as Jenna delves deeper into her cousin’s life, we see the cracks in Jessica’s seemingly flawless facade. Through Jenna’s eyes, we witness Jessica’s relentless struggle to maintain her “perfect” image, even at the risk of losing everything. This portrayal challenges the notion of perfection, highlighting the immense pressure that comes with being the best.

Aaron Cai

Aaron is perhaps the most vulnerable character in the story, embodying grief, self-doubt, and envy in a way that is both heartbreaking and relatable. Liang skillfully uses Aaron’s character to explore the consequences of loss and the drive to prove oneself in the face of overwhelming odds.

The Parents

From Jenna’s and Jessica’s parents to Aaron’s, Liang presents a diverse array of parental figures, each adding depth to the story. Whether it’s parents who prioritize their child’s happiness above all else, those who view success as the ultimate goal, or those who are consumed by their own grief, the portrayal of these relationships adds yet another rich emotional layer to the novel.