Showing posts with label Coming of age. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Coming of age. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 18, 2025

search for sisterhood and connection through multiple timelines and parallel universes, I'll Find You Where The Timeline Ends by Kylie Lee Baker; an arc review


Title
: I'll Find You Where The Timeline Ends

Author: Kylie Lee Baker

Number of Pages: 304

Publishing Date: 18 November 2025

Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Young-Adult, Coming of age, Magical Realism, Romance, Asian Representation






Synopsis:

A teen descendant of a Japanese dragon god must team up with a cute rogue agent to subvert a corrupt time travel organization and find out the truth of what happened to her missing sister in acclaimed author Kylie Lee Baker's magical new YA romance, I'll Find You Where the Timeline Ends.
When you’re ready, come find me. I will keep you safe. -Hana
Descended from a Japanese dragon god, Yang Mina was born with the power to travel through time, and has spent her life training to take her place in the Descendants, a secret organization whose purpose is to protect the timeline. Then Mina’s world is uprooted when she moves to Seoul and finds a note from her sister–a sister who no one remembers, as if she had been erased. The only people who could have made her sister vanish so completely are part of the very agency that she’s been working so hard to join. So now Mina has a new mission, infiltrate the agency as quickly as possible to find her lost sister.
And, as if things weren’t complicated enough, a strikingly handsome rogue agent has determined that Mina is the only person who can help him put an end to the Descendants' corruption. Placed in an impossible situation, Mina must decide how much she’s willing to risk to find the truth.

Review:

“time travel but with family emotional damage” This book follows Yang Mina, a dragon descendant with the power to slip through timelines, on a personal secret mission to uncover why her sister Hana has been erased from existence, while also completing task assigned to her by the a secret association. And trust me, once the story gets going, it does not let go.
🐞What I loved most? The blend of mythology, time-bending chaos, and that slow-burn “we really shouldn’t be doing this, but there's no other way” chemistry between Mina and Yejun. Their dynamic adds just the right amount of tension, banter and sweet chaos while everything around them is collapsing, reforming, and collapsing again. 
The world-building is wild in the best way, dragon ancestors, parallel timelines, secret organizations, butterfly effects(so silly yet sooooo good) but the heart of the story is Mina’s grief, her loyalty, her need of attention, love, and time from her parents, and the brutal emotional cost of trying to fix the unfixable.
And the Seoul settings? Gorgeous. The family themes? Gut-wrenching. The cheesecake? Mouth watering. The unraveling of corruption inside the Descendants organization? Messy in a deliciously addictive way.
🐞A few things that i did not like were, Mina being very self-centered in different parts of the book, her not questioning anything at all when her mentor totally ignored her complain about a rouge agent, and the fact that we didn't get to see the boss getting some kind of severe punishment.
🐞If you love YA fantasy with high stakes, high emotion, soft heart achingly cute love story, and that signature Kylie Lee Baker “I’m going to wreck you but tenderly” energy, pick this up now!!

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Sunday, December 1, 2024

The Romance Rivalry: A trope-filled delight with Heart, Humor, and Swoon-worthy chemistry. ARC review


Title: The Romance Rivalry

Author: Susan Lee

Number of Pages: 384

Publishing Date: 13 May 2025

Available format: paperback

Genre: Romance, Asian Literature, Young-Adult, Rom-Com, Coming of age



📝synopsis:

She’s read every romance…except her own…

Irene Park loves romance novels—so much so she’s made a career of them as an online book reviewer with a massive following. But Irene’s real life dating story? Non-existent. So when she starts her freshman year of college, she sets her sights on finding true love using the one thing she really understands…romance book tropes.

If only it were that easy.

Enter Aiden Jeon, Irene’s online book review rival and biggest nemesis. When Aiden challenges her to see who can find love-by-trope first, he becomes the one person standing in her way to getting everything she wants both professionally and personally, too. So when the competition takes an unexpected turn, forcing the two of them to have to partner in the ultimate trope, fake dating, Irene is not prepared for everything she believed about romance, and Aiden, to flip on its head.

As Irene tackles the challenges of college life, struggles to figure out what she really wants for herself, all while trying to win the race for love, Irene realizes the answers may not be found in a romance novel. Happily Ever Afters seem so easy on page. But for Irene to find her ultimate HEA, she’ll have to get her nose out of the book and become the main character of her own story.

📝review:

A book that takes the beloved rivals-to-lovers trope(it packs plenty of other reader-favorite tropes too) and gives it a literary twist. If you’re into stories about fierce rivalries, a sprinkle of mystery, and  a satisfying slow-burn chemistry, this one’s for you. It's filled with everyone's most favorite romance tropes, bookish banter, and a rivalry so intense and fun, it’ll have you flipping pages like your life depends on it, rooting for these two to find their way to each other.


📝characters:

We’ve got Irene Park, a die-hard romance reader who lives for happily-ever-afters—on paper, at least. In real life? Her love life is as silent as an empty library. But when she starts college, Irene decides it’s time to stop reading about romance and start living it. And because Irene’s a romance connoisseur, she’s got a plan: find her soulmate through tropes, obviously.

Enter Aiden Jeon, her snarky online book rival. He’s just as passionate about books as Irene but with a slightly annoying knack of challenging her opinions. Surprise surprise, he is now in the same college as Irene. When Aiden throws down a challenge to see who can find their trope-tastic love first, it’s game on. But the real fun starts when they’re forced into the ultimate trope: fake dating. Yep, the very thing Irene’s been dreaming about turns out to be her worst nightmare—and maybe her best dream come true?


📝Irene and Aiden:

Watching Irene tackle the highs and lows of college life, friendships, and her dreams—both romantic and academic—adds so much depth to her character. She grows from someone caught up in doubt and fantasy to a person who knows her worth and understands love beyond fiction.

And Aiden? Beneath his confident and outgoing exterior lies a deeply caring soul. Despite his own struggles (which I can’t spoil for you here!), he constantly prioritizes Irene. He’s the kind of book boyfriend who will make your heart race and leave you swooning faster than you can say "fake dating". His moments of vulnerability, paired with his unwavering attention, support, and care for Irene, make him unforgettable.


📝them and their friends:

Chemistry between Irene and Aiden is pure chef’s kiss. From the very first in-person interaction to the very end of the book, the chemistry and tension between them was off the charts. Their rivalry? hilarious, their banter? electric, the brief jealous moments and the slow realization that maybe they see each other as more than mere rivals/enemies? PERFECT. 

One can not talk about this book without mentioning Irene and Aiden's best friends –Jeanette and Charles– who were there to help and encourage our main characters at all times, providing unwavering support and some-much needed humor. It was so cute and adorable to see how they start from being supportive friends who end up as a sweet romantic pair of their own-such a delightful sub plot, all while betting on Irene and Aiden's love life.


📝what makes the book stand out: 

What sets The Romance Rivalry apart is it's ability to mix the swoony giggly moments with authentic real-life struggles. Susan Lee doesn’t just deliver a fun rom-com; she gives us a heroine who in the beginning, feels like an imposter in her own skin in the start and comes out out as someone who's not chained to the shackles of her insecurities anymore, and is a strong-headed and wise person by the end of the book. She also learns that love isn’t about following a formula. 

Aiden’s arc is equally powerful. Behind his charm and wit is a boy navigating the complexities of strict family expectations and personal hardship.

By the end of the book Susan Lee has made it very clear how, Irene and Aiden's journey isn’t just about love—it’s about breaking free from insecurities and embracing one's true self, taking risks, challenging norms, and finding beauty in imperfections.


📚Recommend for:

If you love rivals-to-lovers, fake dating, or books about people who love books, this one’s for you. It’s smart, heartwarming, and laugh-out-loud funny. By the end, you’ll want to grab your favorite romance novel, cozy up, and maybe start plotting you own happy-ever-after.

The Romance Rivalry is a page-turner that will leave you smiling, swooning, and utterly satisfied. Don’t miss it!

Thursday, October 10, 2024

Unpacking the Mind of a Wallflower: "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" book review


So, I just finished re-reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, re-watched the movie adaptation too. I’ve got so many thoughts. Let me start by saying this book is raw, emotional, and filled with so many layers, you could write a whole thesis on it (don’t worry, I won’t). It’s not just another coming-of-age novel—it dives deep into mental health, trauma, relationships, and the complicated role of family, all in a way that feels painfully real.

The Vibe

The story is told through letters written by Charlie, this socially awkward and painfully shy high school freshman. Right from the start, you know there’s something more going on with him—he’s an outsider, dealing with a bunch of confusing feelings he doesn’t know how to process. As someone who’s learning about mental health, I couldn’t help but see the signs of deeper psychological struggles as Charlie talks about his past, his friends, his family, and his emotions.

Honestly, the way Chbosky writes Charlie’s voice is so relatable. He’s shy, sensitive, and super introspective—a total wallflower. His inner world is what drew me in. Like, you can feel his loneliness, his struggles with depression, and his desperate need to connect with others but not knowing how to do it without feeling overwhelmed. The way he talks about his emotions reminds me of the classic signs of trauma and anxiety, something we’ve been discussing a lot in psych classes.


Mental Health and Trauma

Without giving too much away, The Perks of Being a Wallflower really explores how past trauma affects people in ways they don’t always understand. It’s clear that Charlie has repressed memories of something terrible that happened when he was younger. It's a well-known fact that sometimes to cope with trauma, our brain forgets (I'd rather say covers up) anything bad that has happened. And sometimes you will never remember those moments again while often it only takes a few seconds, a tiny trigger, for everything to come rushing back. Throughout the book, you see him slowly unravel, and it’s heartbreaking but also kind of fascinating to watch from a psych perspective.

One thing I couldn’t help but think about is how much Charlie could’ve benefitted from therapy earlier on. As he navigates friendships, first loves, and family issues, he’s clearly in over his head and struggling to cope. The book touches on mental health, depression, and even suicide in such a raw way. Honestly, Charlie’s experiences show just how important it is for people, especially young people, to have access to mental health resources.


The Role of Family

Now, as much as the book focuses on Charlie’s friendships, it also delves into his family dynamic. And let me tell you, this part is critical to understanding his psyche. From a psychological standpoint, it’s clear that Charlie’s family plays a huge role in shaping who he is, and not necessarily in the best way. There’s this undercurrent of dysfunction that you feel right away—his parents are emotionally distant, and there’s a lot of unspoken trauma, which is something we often talk about in psych classes.

Family, for Charlie, is both a source of love and pain. His relationship with his older siblings is complicated too—his brother is off at college and barely involved, while his sister is going through her own toxic relationship drama. But the real weight comes from his aunt, who, without giving spoilers, has a profound impact on Charlie’s mental state. This part of the story really highlights how family trauma can be so deeply buried, but still influence someone’s mental health years later.


The Friend Group: Sam, Patrick, and the Role of Relationships

Psych 101 teaches us that relationships play a huge role in human development, and this book is a prime example. Charlie’s friends—Sam and Patrick—are like his lifeline. They’re older, cooler, and more experienced, and they pull him out of his shell, showing him that he’s worth something. As a psych major, I couldn’t help but see how their friendship dynamic influences Charlie’s development.

His friendships give him a sense of belonging, something he’s been missing, but it’s also interesting to note how he almost becomes dependent on them. There’s this weird balance of love and emotional attachment that sometimes borders on unhealthy, which makes sense considering Charlie’s fragile mental state.


Psych Insights: Why This Book Matters

What hit me hardest is how Chbosky shows mental health without making it feel like a “mental health book.” It’s not preachy, but it is real. There’s no romanticizing trauma or depression here—it’s messy, ugly, and at times uncomfortable, just like in real life. From a psych perspective, the way Charlie dissociates and blocks out traumatic memories is textbook, and the gradual revelation of his past felt like peeling back layers of the unconscious mind.

For anyone studying psychology, The Perks of Being a Wallflower is a goldmine for understanding how trauma, especially from family dynamics, can shape a person’s behavior. But beyond that, it’s a reminder that people like Charlie—quiet, struggling, often overlooked—are dealing with battles we can’t always see.


Final Thoughts

If you haven’t read this book yet, what are you doing with your life? Whether you’re into psychology or just want a story that’s going to make you feel everything, this book delivers. As a psych major, it made me think about how important it is to listen to the people around us, even when they’re not saying much at all. And honestly, that’s a lesson everyone can take from Charlie’s story.

It’s not an easy read—it’s heavy, and it’s probably going to leave you feeling some type of way. But it’s so worth it.


Monday, August 12, 2024

ARC Review: Fading Stars by Marisa Kazwey + Q&A with the author

 


Title: Fading Stars

Author: Marisa Kazawey

Number of Pages: 428

Publishing Date: 20 August 2024

Genre: Mental Health, Young-Adult

TW: scenes of heavy Bullying, mmc deals with depression and suicidal thoughts, S.A, self-harm, school shooting


Synopsis:

Stars hold the power to rewrite a destiny.
Neveah lives for them, counting down the days until the awe-inspiring return of Halley's Comet. At 16, she dreams of becoming an astrophysicist, her passion ignited by her grandmother who had passed away.
Yohan, on the other hand, is a shadow of his former self. Once a good kid, he became withdrawn and distant after a tragic event. Yohan grapples with guilt and a deep-seated desire for redemption, even contemplating ending his own life.
Their worlds collide when Neveah forms a club. Under the watchful eye of the returning comet, an unlikely connection blossoms between them. Together, Neveah and Yohan embark on a healing journey, discovering that sometimes, the light of one star can illuminate the darkest of paths.
But what do you do when the stars start to fade.

Review:

Fading Stars is a poignant and powerful novel that delves into the complexities of human relationships, physical and mental health, and the resilience of the human spirit.
I have read books about mental health and school clubs multiple times before, book clubs? yes, seen that been there. Poetry Club? that too. Sports Club? Even read about Creative Writing Club that was actually a cult.... But never would I have ever imagined coming across a book about a girl trying her utmost best to form an astronomy club with her friends by her side, even though for her the stars are slowly but gradually fading away.

Through Neveah's passion for stars and astrophysics, and Yohan's journey towards redemption, Marisa masterfully explores the themes of hope, healing, and the interconnectedness of our lives. The characters are multidimensional and relatable, making it easy to become invested in their stories.
The writing is evocative and engaging, with vivid descriptions of the night sky and the symbolism of the stars. Marisa tackles heavy topics such as bullying, depression, and suicidal thoughts with sensitivity and care, providing a thoughtful and realistic portrayal of these issues.
One of the strengths of this book is its ability to balance light and darkness, offering a message of hope and resilience without shying away from the complexities of life. The connection between Neveah and Yohan is authentic and heartwarming, and their journey together is a testament to the power of human connection. 

The family and parents in this book play a big role in the formation of Neveah and Yohan's personalities. From Yohan going back into the spiral of depression to Neveah slowly but surely getting crushed under the burden of always trying to be the bright light of everyone's life. The expectations and hopes of the family are quite significant and are shown in a beautiful way. 
Overall, Fading Stars is a beautiful and impactful novel that will resonate with readers of all ages. If you're looking for a story that will touch your heart and inspire you to look up at the stars, this is the book for you.

Q&A with Marisa


Q1. How did you create the world of “Fading Stars” and what inspired the setting and atmosphere of the book?
Marisa: Ok, so this is how it went down. I was like I want to write one of those sad books like a really sad book, I want ideas. But I don’t want to watch a ton of movies to strike an idea. So, I went on internet, went on Wattpad looked up bunch of blurbs. I felt like if I’d find a blurb that is inspiring enough, maybe, I will have an idea instead of watching movies. I had a blurb, and the blurb was about this girl she’s an astronomer and she’s been studying this certain event for all of her life, but she died of cancer and was not able to see the event that she studied all her life. She meets a homeless painter, and she would buy a painting out of him and then she'll take him under her wing. They fall in love and everything. And before she dies, he will describe to her the event that she’s been studying her entire life. And I was like, Oh ohh…. And when it comes to the vibes of the book, I wanted it to be very dreamy, like every bit of fantasy, the stars and everything. I wanted it to be like those anime movies, like Your Name, Suzume, and Weathering With You. I really wanted my book to give those vibes. I kind of nailed it. It’s not really fantasy, it’s weird but there like magic like specially, in the end with the red strings that connects to one and other. Say to have connections with stars, and I really wanted to have this poetry kind of vibe as well, like with the lines I kept prettying from time to time and the big paragraphs that I would use differently.

Q2. How did you develop the supporting characters in the book, like Fred and Sol?
Marisa: Basically, I read this book called story genius, I forgot who wrote it. I have this very complex character sheet, that I have to complete for my characters. The main characters have their own, but the side characters have them too. Basically, before diving into the story, I need to come up with the back story, how do I deal with the way they are, their families. Their MBTI, their misbeliefs as well and what’s their own agenda. The characters in my book are not like here, to serve the main characters. They are just like us, like if I was the main character of my story. I don’t expect my friends to benefit me, they’re just there to do what they want to do, and it might, benefit me. This is how I wrote them, I just created their backstories first, to determine their entire personality. It might or might not benefit the purpose of the main character but that’s how I got it to be a bit realistic as you know they are not always in the favor, as they are their own beings.

Q3. How did you approach writing the scenes that deal with heavy topics like bullying, depression, and suicidal thoughts? What considerations did you keep in mind?
Marisa: When I was writing my series of heavy topics, you have to know that a lot of research have been made. I was on YouTube, on Quora, on Reddit. I wanted to make it as realistic as possible, whenever I was writing any scene, in my mind I was like, I don’t want it to be too much, I don’t want it to be too little and I want it to be as relatable as possible. And for that to happen I just had to make a bunch of research. Like everything that happens to Elliot, happened to someone in real life. I went to Quora and Reddit and asked there, what was the worst thing that a bully did to them and just copied and pasted what they told me, so whatever Elliot went through, all of it is something that someone went through in real life. That’s why it looked as realistic as it could be, as I just took people’s experiences and put it into Elliot’s life. Because I didn’t really want to make up anything, because I never experienced it myself. I was kind of depressed too. There was a lot of depressing stuff out there, it was crazy. *laughs* So, yeah this is how I did it, by putting real people’s real experience in there. When it comes to Yohan’s state of mind, that was really difficult. Yohan was the hardest character to write, it was really complex. I really hope that I managed to convey right emotions through him.

Q4. What do you hope readers take away from Neveah’s passion for astrophysics and her dreams of becoming an astrophysicist?
Marisa: I want my readers to know, that your passion can become your everything, it’s just beautiful to see somebody who loves something so so much and I just wanted to share it with people, I think that people should share their hobbies. Because they never know that who they will save or who they will inspire. This woman inspires so many people and she is so happy, specially with her grandmother. I just think it’s very important how you can inspire so many people and your passion can be a reason behind it.

Q5. How did you balance the lighter moments in the book with the heavier themes and scenes?
Marisa: I literally was like, when I was writing, there were many balancing moments, like okay this one chapter was really sad and now there should be one chapter happy, there was like a lot of balance that I tried to maintain and than there was Kayla, and I thought that when Kayla is here, we should be happy. And for Yohan’s chapters he was always really gloomy, especially when there was Neveah around as she was very bright and hopeful. Kayla will be there with Nevaeh. Yohan is like a sad sad sad character and Nevaeh and Yohan balance each other out.
But after things with Atlas, things become dark for Nevaeh, and Yohan is there to help her cope. There weren’t many sad sad moments until the very end of the book. I made sure that the book felt bittersweet, we had good we had bad, in every chapter. Or we had extremely bad and then we had extremely good moments.
Besides that I tried to outline all of my chapters way ahead of writing, so that I will have balanced out the happy and soul crushing things. But still I think that there was more and more soul crushing scenes compared to the happy parts.
I also used the happy parts to kind of disguise the sad, like when there was something sad that made me think that this can be suspicious to the readers, I added something happy next.

Q6. What do you think sets “Fading Stars” apart from other books in the same genre?
Marisa: I think what really sets Fading Stars apart from other books in the same genre, is that it’s something that you will not get to read everyday. I think that my book is kind of unique, like it’s not the average bad boy falling for the bad girl kind of book and I think that it’s also different because it’s realistic.
I don’t sell fantasy and I don’t sell your regular romance story. I am out here writing things that are real to you guys, that people actually go through. And I know that there a not many authors that will do that. I don’t use the really typical things, people getting cancer and all. The sadness doesn’t come from, external events. Like, oh someone lost someone or someone lost some part of themselves.
It's all about the emotions, the emotions of my characters. I don’t sell tropes, or events happening in the book, it's the emotions and what my characters are felling all the time. That’s what makes the readers feel the same emotions and relate to the characters. Through out the book I really paid most of my attention towards conveying the correct emotions.
Emotion, principles, but not the tropes, I didn’t really think about tropes until I was done writing it. I really just wrote for the book based on the emotions, and how much characters feel about it and what should I do about it. So yeah, It’s really emotion driven and action driven.

Q7. The unlikely connection between Neveah and Yohan is a central aspect of the story. What do you hope readers take away from their relationship and the power of human connection?
Marisa: I believe that human connection is everything, which is one of the messages that I tried to put down in the book. I don’t really know, it’s quite difficult to explain but, I think that people need somebody to in their lives, by their sides. They should really allow others to be their support, let people in, to let them heal you.

Q8. What message or hope do you want readers to take away from “Fading Stars”, particularly those who may be struggling with similar issues as Yohan or Neveah?
Marisa: They have a very complex relationship. One of the very first things I kept in mind while writing the dynamics, was that “the sunshine always saves the grumpy" was not something that I wanted to be there. The sunshine can help the other character in many other ways and not just through bringing them joy and light. Yohan’s past is really dark, for other people it might not be as dark. They might need someone like Neveah, somebody to enter their lives and change it. Lonely people need someone who’ll be there for them and show them the light.

Q9. How do you balance writing about heavy topics with the need to create a hopeful and uplifting narrative?
Marisa: I feel like there’s heavy topics and then a lot of other stuff. The topic is heavy but the way you address it doesn’t have to be heavy. I manage it through the conversations, the way Yohan tells his story to Neveah, the way that Naveah has while addressing it, how he’s going to talk about it. So, while writing the conversations, I try to use words that are not to heavy. They way that the characters bring thing up, the way they talk about it, sometimes they are hurtful words, heart breaking sentences but sometimes they are uplifting because the change of the perspectives could be different.

Q10. What’s next for you in terms of writing projects or upcoming books, any plans for a sequel or continuation of Fading Stars?
Marisa: Fading Stars is stand-alone. But currently I’m writing a series of 2 to 3 books, I don’t really know what I can say in the 3rd book, but it could be very nice. Not really sure about the third book but the first 2 books are done, like the first drafts of both books. It’s about – should I really say what’s it about – I will just tell the dedications for now, the principal idea of book 1 is that the scars of the past shouldn’t keep you from falling completely and utterly in love with someone, book 2 will be for the people whose hearts hurts so much they couldn’t breathe, it's a happy story it's very beautiful.

(bonus question)
Who did you invision while writing these characters, who are your fan-casts?
Marisa: When it comes to the fan cast I really have no idea…. But I think Navia Robinson as Naveah, Tristan Pravong as Yohan, Armani Jackson as Fred, Isabel Merced as Sol, Alex Sampson as Atlas, Theo James as Mr. Callahan (Atlas’s dad) and Daniel Henney as Mr. Young (Yohan’s dad) will be a perfect fan cast.

Sunday, August 11, 2024

ARC Review: Meet Me At Blue Hour by Sarah Suk

Title: Meet Me At Blue Hour
Author: Sarah Suk
Number of Pages: 288
Publishing Date: 1 April 2025
Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Young-Adult, Coming of Age, Romance, Second Chance, Childhood Friends to Lovers

Synopsis:

Seventeen-year-old Yena Bae is spending the summer in Busan, South Korea, working at her mom’s memory-erasing clinic. She feels lost and disconnected from people, something she’s felt ever since her best friend, Lucas, moved away four years ago without a word, leaving her in limbo.

Eighteen-year-old Lucas Pak is also in Busan for the summer, visiting his grandpa, who was recently diagnosed with Alzheimer’s disease. But he isn’t just here for a regular visit—he’s determined to get his beloved grandpa into the new study running at the clinic, a trial program seeking to restore lost memories.

When Yena runs into Lucas again, she’s shocked to see him and even more shocked to discover that he doesn’t remember a thing about her. He’s completely erased her from his memories, and she has no idea why.

As the two reconnect, they unravel the mystery and heartache of what happened between them all those years ago—and must now reckon with whether they can forge a new beginning together.

Review

This book's got the power to smash up your heart and put it back in one piece again!!!
A poignant and captivating tale of love, loss, and memory. Yena and Lucas's story will tug at your heartstrings and leave you pondering the complexities of human connection. Sarah masterfully weaves together themes of identity, grief, and redemption, set against the vibrant backdrop of Busan, South Korea. The journey from disconnection to self-discovery is beautifully rendered, and her chemistry between the mcs is undeniable.

The exploration of memory and its impact on relationships is fascinating, and the supporting characters add depth and nuance to the narrative. The writing is evocative and immersive, making it easy to become fully invested in Yena and Lucas's story. The scenes and sounds of Busan are described in such a way that makes us feel as of we are living through those moments ourselves.

This book is a must-read for fans of contemporary romance and anyone looking for a story that will resonate long after the final page is turned. Be prepared for an emotional rollercoaster that will leave you smiling through tears.

ARC Review: I Am Not Jessica Chen by Ann Liang


 Title: I Am Not Jessica Chen

Author: Ann Liang

Number of Pages: 384

Publishing Date: 28 January 2025

Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Young-Adult, Dark Academia, Coming of age, Magical Realism, Romance, Asian Representation, Second Chance.







Synopsis

Seventeen-year-old Jenna Chen, rejected by every Ivy League school she applied to and burdened by the weight of her Asian immigrant parents’ expectations, makes a desperate wish: to become her smarter, Harvard-bound cousin, Jessica Chen. To her shock, her wish comes true—literally.

Now living as Jessica, Jenna has access to her cousin’s deepest secrets and journals, only to realize that being the top student at the prestigious Havenwood Private Academy isn’t the dream she imagined. As her parents, friends, and even Jenna herself start to forget who she truly is, she must decide if living out Jessica’s life is worth losing her own identity forever.

Review


I Am Not Jessica Chen is an emotional roller coaster that had me hooked from the very first line. Ann Liang captures the intense pressures and expectations faced by many Asian-American teenagers, making Jenna’s journey both heart-wrenching and deeply relatable. The story resonates on a personal level, exploring themes of identity crisis, family expectations, self-doubt, and the quiet grief that accompanies being “second best.”

Jenna’s transformation from rejected college applicant to embodying her cousin Jessica offers a poignant exploration of what it means to live in someone else’s shadow. Her journey through the cutthroat environment of Havenwood Private Academy is gripping, and as she uncovers the truth behind Jessica’s seemingly perfect life, we’re reminded that even those who appear to have it all are fighting their own battles.

Liang’s writing is both engaging and immersive, drawing readers into a world where the lines between reality and magical realism blur effortlessly. The pacing is masterful, with plot twists that compel you to keep turning pages, even if it means staying up until the early hours of the morning. The themes of identity, family, and self-acceptance are universal, making this novel a must-read for audiences of all ages.

Jenna Chen
Jenna’s struggle to navigate life as Jessica is portrayed with depth and nuance. Her internal conflict raises important questions about self-discovery, individuality, and the true cost of success. As Jenna grapples with the expectations placed upon her, the novel delves into the psychological toll of trying to live up to an idealized version of oneself, adding layers of complexity to her character.

Jessica Chen
At first glance, Jessica seems like the perfect daughter, friend, and student—the epitome of success. But as Jenna delves deeper into her cousin’s life, we see the cracks in Jessica’s seemingly flawless facade. Through Jenna’s eyes, we witness Jessica’s relentless struggle to maintain her “perfect” image, even at the risk of losing everything. This portrayal challenges the notion of perfection, highlighting the immense pressure that comes with being the best.

Aaron Cai
Aaron is perhaps the most vulnerable character in the story, embodying grief, self-doubt, and envy in a way that is both heartbreaking and relatable. Liang skillfully uses Aaron’s character to explore the consequences of loss and the drive to prove oneself in the face of overwhelming odds.

The Parents
From Jenna’s and Jessica’s parents to Aaron’s, Liang presents a diverse array of parental figures, each adding depth to the story. Whether it’s parents who prioritize their child’s happiness above all else, those who view success as the ultimate goal, or those who are consumed by their own grief, the portrayal of these relationships adds yet another rich emotional layer to the novel.