ARC Review: Fading Stars by Marisa Kazwey + Q&A with the author

 


Title: Fading Stars

Author: Marisa Kazawey

Number of Pages: 428

Publishing Date: 20 August 2024

Genre: Mental Health, Young-Adult

TW: scenes of heavy Bullying, mmc deals with depression and suicidal thoughts, S.A, self-harm, school shooting


Synopsis:

Stars hold the power to rewrite a destiny.
Neveah lives for them, counting down the days until the awe-inspiring return of Halley's Comet. At 16, she dreams of becoming an astrophysicist, her passion ignited by her grandmother who had passed away.
Yohan, on the other hand, is a shadow of his former self. Once a good kid, he became withdrawn and distant after a tragic event. Yohan grapples with guilt and a deep-seated desire for redemption, even contemplating ending his own life.
Their worlds collide when Neveah forms a club. Under the watchful eye of the returning comet, an unlikely connection blossoms between them. Together, Neveah and Yohan embark on a healing journey, discovering that sometimes, the light of one star can illuminate the darkest of paths.
But what do you do when the stars start to fade.

Review:

Fading Stars is a poignant and powerful novel that delves into the complexities of human relationships, physical and mental health, and the resilience of the human spirit.
I have read books about mental health and school clubs multiple times before, book clubs? yes, seen that been there. Poetry Club? that too. Sports Club? Even read about Creative Writing Club that was actually a cult.... But never would I have ever imagined coming across a book about a girl trying her utmost best to form an astronomy club with her friends by her side, even though for her the stars are slowly but gradually fading away.

Through Neveah's passion for stars and astrophysics, and Yohan's journey towards redemption, Marisa masterfully explores the themes of hope, healing, and the interconnectedness of our lives. The characters are multidimensional and relatable, making it easy to become invested in their stories.
The writing is evocative and engaging, with vivid descriptions of the night sky and the symbolism of the stars. Marisa tackles heavy topics such as bullying, depression, and suicidal thoughts with sensitivity and care, providing a thoughtful and realistic portrayal of these issues.
One of the strengths of this book is its ability to balance light and darkness, offering a message of hope and resilience without shying away from the complexities of life. The connection between Neveah and Yohan is authentic and heartwarming, and their journey together is a testament to the power of human connection. 

The family and parents in this book play a big role in the formation of Neveah and Yohan's personalities. From Yohan going back into the spiral of depression to Neveah slowly but surely getting crushed under the burden of always trying to be the bright light of everyone's life. The expectations and hopes of the family are quite significant and are shown in a beautiful way. 
Overall, Fading Stars is a beautiful and impactful novel that will resonate with readers of all ages. If you're looking for a story that will touch your heart and inspire you to look up at the stars, this is the book for you.

Q&A with Marisa


Q1. How did you create the world of “Fading Stars” and what inspired the setting and atmosphere of the book?
Marisa: Ok, so this is how it went down. I was like I want to write one of those sad books like a really sad book, I want ideas. But I don’t want to watch a ton of movies to strike an idea. So, I went on internet, went on Wattpad looked up bunch of blurbs. I felt like if I’d find a blurb that is inspiring enough, maybe, I will have an idea instead of watching movies. I had a blurb, and the blurb was about this girl she’s an astronomer and she’s been studying this certain event for all of her life, but she died of cancer and was not able to see the event that she studied all her life. She meets a homeless painter, and she would buy a painting out of him and then she'll take him under her wing. They fall in love and everything. And before she dies, he will describe to her the event that she’s been studying her entire life. And I was like, Oh ohh…. And when it comes to the vibes of the book, I wanted it to be very dreamy, like every bit of fantasy, the stars and everything. I wanted it to be like those anime movies, like Your Name, Suzume, and Weathering With You. I really wanted my book to give those vibes. I kind of nailed it. It’s not really fantasy, it’s weird but there like magic like specially, in the end with the red strings that connects to one and other. Say to have connections with stars, and I really wanted to have this poetry kind of vibe as well, like with the lines I kept prettying from time to time and the big paragraphs that I would use differently.

Q2. How did you develop the supporting characters in the book, like Fred and Sol?
Marisa: Basically, I read this book called story genius, I forgot who wrote it. I have this very complex character sheet, that I have to complete for my characters. The main characters have their own, but the side characters have them too. Basically, before diving into the story, I need to come up with the back story, how do I deal with the way they are, their families. Their MBTI, their misbeliefs as well and what’s their own agenda. The characters in my book are not like here, to serve the main characters. They are just like us, like if I was the main character of my story. I don’t expect my friends to benefit me, they’re just there to do what they want to do, and it might, benefit me. This is how I wrote them, I just created their backstories first, to determine their entire personality. It might or might not benefit the purpose of the main character but that’s how I got it to be a bit realistic as you know they are not always in the favor, as they are their own beings.

Q3. How did you approach writing the scenes that deal with heavy topics like bullying, depression, and suicidal thoughts? What considerations did you keep in mind?
Marisa: When I was writing my series of heavy topics, you have to know that a lot of research have been made. I was on YouTube, on Quora, on Reddit. I wanted to make it as realistic as possible, whenever I was writing any scene, in my mind I was like, I don’t want it to be too much, I don’t want it to be too little and I want it to be as relatable as possible. And for that to happen I just had to make a bunch of research. Like everything that happens to Elliot, happened to someone in real life. I went to Quora and Reddit and asked there, what was the worst thing that a bully did to them and just copied and pasted what they told me, so whatever Elliot went through, all of it is something that someone went through in real life. That’s why it looked as realistic as it could be, as I just took people’s experiences and put it into Elliot’s life. Because I didn’t really want to make up anything, because I never experienced it myself. I was kind of depressed too. There was a lot of depressing stuff out there, it was crazy. *laughs* So, yeah this is how I did it, by putting real people’s real experience in there. When it comes to Yohan’s state of mind, that was really difficult. Yohan was the hardest character to write, it was really complex. I really hope that I managed to convey right emotions through him.

Q4. What do you hope readers take away from Neveah’s passion for astrophysics and her dreams of becoming an astrophysicist?
Marisa: I want my readers to know, that your passion can become your everything, it’s just beautiful to see somebody who loves something so so much and I just wanted to share it with people, I think that people should share their hobbies. Because they never know that who they will save or who they will inspire. This woman inspires so many people and she is so happy, specially with her grandmother. I just think it’s very important how you can inspire so many people and your passion can be a reason behind it.

Q5. How did you balance the lighter moments in the book with the heavier themes and scenes?
Marisa: I literally was like, when I was writing, there were many balancing moments, like okay this one chapter was really sad and now there should be one chapter happy, there was like a lot of balance that I tried to maintain and than there was Kayla, and I thought that when Kayla is here, we should be happy. And for Yohan’s chapters he was always really gloomy, especially when there was Neveah around as she was very bright and hopeful. Kayla will be there with Nevaeh. Yohan is like a sad sad sad character and Nevaeh and Yohan balance each other out.
But after things with Atlas, things become dark for Nevaeh, and Yohan is there to help her cope. There weren’t many sad sad moments until the very end of the book. I made sure that the book felt bittersweet, we had good we had bad, in every chapter. Or we had extremely bad and then we had extremely good moments.
Besides that I tried to outline all of my chapters way ahead of writing, so that I will have balanced out the happy and soul crushing things. But still I think that there was more and more soul crushing scenes compared to the happy parts.
I also used the happy parts to kind of disguise the sad, like when there was something sad that made me think that this can be suspicious to the readers, I added something happy next.

Q6. What do you think sets “Fading Stars” apart from other books in the same genre?
Marisa: I think what really sets Fading Stars apart from other books in the same genre, is that it’s something that you will not get to read everyday. I think that my book is kind of unique, like it’s not the average bad boy falling for the bad girl kind of book and I think that it’s also different because it’s realistic.
I don’t sell fantasy and I don’t sell your regular romance story. I am out here writing things that are real to you guys, that people actually go through. And I know that there a not many authors that will do that. I don’t use the really typical things, people getting cancer and all. The sadness doesn’t come from, external events. Like, oh someone lost someone or someone lost some part of themselves.
It's all about the emotions, the emotions of my characters. I don’t sell tropes, or events happening in the book, it's the emotions and what my characters are felling all the time. That’s what makes the readers feel the same emotions and relate to the characters. Through out the book I really paid most of my attention towards conveying the correct emotions.
Emotion, principles, but not the tropes, I didn’t really think about tropes until I was done writing it. I really just wrote for the book based on the emotions, and how much characters feel about it and what should I do about it. So yeah, It’s really emotion driven and action driven.

Q7. The unlikely connection between Neveah and Yohan is a central aspect of the story. What do you hope readers take away from their relationship and the power of human connection?
Marisa: I believe that human connection is everything, which is one of the messages that I tried to put down in the book. I don’t really know, it’s quite difficult to explain but, I think that people need somebody to in their lives, by their sides. They should really allow others to be their support, let people in, to let them heal you.

Q8. What message or hope do you want readers to take away from “Fading Stars”, particularly those who may be struggling with similar issues as Yohan or Neveah?
Marisa: They have a very complex relationship. One of the very first things I kept in mind while writing the dynamics, was that “the sunshine always saves the grumpy" was not something that I wanted to be there. The sunshine can help the other character in many other ways and not just through bringing them joy and light. Yohan’s past is really dark, for other people it might not be as dark. They might need someone like Neveah, somebody to enter their lives and change it. Lonely people need someone who’ll be there for them and show them the light.

Q9. How do you balance writing about heavy topics with the need to create a hopeful and uplifting narrative?
Marisa: I feel like there’s heavy topics and then a lot of other stuff. The topic is heavy but the way you address it doesn’t have to be heavy. I manage it through the conversations, the way Yohan tells his story to Neveah, the way that Naveah has while addressing it, how he’s going to talk about it. So, while writing the conversations, I try to use words that are not to heavy. They way that the characters bring thing up, the way they talk about it, sometimes they are hurtful words, heart breaking sentences but sometimes they are uplifting because the change of the perspectives could be different.

Q10. What’s next for you in terms of writing projects or upcoming books, any plans for a sequel or continuation of Fading Stars?
Marisa: Fading Stars is stand-alone. But currently I’m writing a series of 2 to 3 books, I don’t really know what I can say in the 3rd book, but it could be very nice. Not really sure about the third book but the first 2 books are done, like the first drafts of both books. It’s about – should I really say what’s it about – I will just tell the dedications for now, the principal idea of book 1 is that the scars of the past shouldn’t keep you from falling completely and utterly in love with someone, book 2 will be for the people whose hearts hurts so much they couldn’t breathe, it's a happy story it's very beautiful.

(bonus question)
Who did you invision while writing these characters, who are your fan-casts?
Marisa: When it comes to the fan cast I really have no idea…. But I think Navia Robinson as Naveah, Tristan Pravong as Yohan, Armani Jackson as Fred, Isabel Merced as Sol, Alex Sampson as Atlas, Theo James as Mr. Callahan (Atlas’s dad) and Daniel Henney as Mr. Young (Yohan’s dad) will be a perfect fan cast.

Review: The Girl With No Reflection by Keshe Chow

Title: The Girl With No Reflection

Author: Keshe Chow

Number of Pages: 496

Publishing Date: 6 August 2024

Genre: High Fantasy, Young-Adult, Romance, Mythology,  Horror, Re-telling

My Rating: 2.5 stars


Synopsis

A young woman chosen as the crown prince’s bride must travel to the royal palace to meet her new husband—but her world is shaken when she discovers the dark truth the royal family has been hiding for centuries.

Princess Ying Yue believed in love...once upon a time.

Yet when she’s chosen to wed the crown prince, Ying’s dreams of a fairy tale marriage quickly fall apart. Her husband-to-be is cold and indifferent, confining Ying to her room for reasons he won’t explain. Worse still are the rumors that swirl around the imperial whispers of seven other royal brides who, after their own weddings, mysteriously disappeared.

Left alone with only her own reflection for company, Ying begins to see things. Strange things. Movements in the corners of her mirror. Colorful lights upon its surface. And when, on the eve of her wedding, she unwittingly tears open a gateway, she is pulled into a mirror world.

This realm is full of sentient reflections, including the enigmatic Mirror Prince. Unlike his real-world counterpart, the Mirror Prince is kind and compassionate, and before long Ying falls in love—the kind of love she always dreamed of.

But there is darkness in this new world, too.

It turns out the two worlds have a long and blood-soaked history, and Ying has a part to play in the future of them both. And the brides who came before Ying? By the time they discovered what their role was, it was already too late.

Review:

This book is a classic case of an incredible concept falling victim to poor execution—a raw pasta of a novel that could have been so much more.

The premise, centered around a mirror world and the intriguing lore of reflection beings, initially had me captivated. The idea of an alternate universe populated by imprisoned reflections and mythological creatures is fascinating, and the world-building around these concepts is undoubtedly the book's strongest point. However, while the mirror world's lore was compelling, the rest of the plot didn’t live up to its potential. Every single "plot twist" was just simply exactly the same to what I have seen in historical dramas as a kid, same old cliches whether it comes to the plots or the tropes within. Even though towards the end, the story started to look more interesting but by than I was already so done with this book.... The chemistry between the main characters during the second half of the book was undeniable and oh so good, but separately they still didn't had much charms for themselves.

The female lead was a major source of frustration. Her behavior constantly wavered between naïveté and sheer foolishness, making it difficult to sympathize with her. She repeatedly made reckless decisions without considering the consequences, often putting both herself and her world at risk. Rather than learning from her mistakes, she indulged in self-pity, lamenting her uselessness instead of taking any proactive steps to rectify the situation. Her lack of growth and constant sobbing made it hard to root for her, leaving me more irritated than invested.

The male lead didn't fare much better, feeling more like a generic placeholder than a fully fleshed-out character. He fell into the overused miscommunication trope, contributing to the overall flatness of both main characters. The romance, too, was lackluster, marred by an insta-love dynamic that felt forced and repetitive. The female lead’s oscillation between two love interests lacked depth, making the romantic aspect of the story particularly unconvincing.

The mystery element started off strong, holding my attention for the first few chapters. However, it quickly lost its momentum. The villains were painfully obvious from the start, yet the female lead remained oblivious, blindly trusting every suspicious character she encountered. Her repeated betrayals and subsequent shock became tiresome, especially given how little she knew these characters before placing her trust in them.

The plot twists, rather than surprising, felt like convenient devices to push the story forward. The main character barely had to work for anything, with solutions conveniently falling into her lap. This predictability drained much of the enjoyment from the story for me.

That said, the book isn’t without its merits. The world-building, particularly the contrast between the powerful Eastern empire and the mirror universe, is beautifully executed. The fairytale-style storytelling, combined with elements of mythology and Eastern folklore, initially drew me in and held my interest despite the flaws.

Overall, while the book’s concept and world-building shine, the execution of its plot and characters left much to be desired. What could have been an addictive blend of fairytale, mythology, and intrigue ultimately fell flat, making it a frustrating read despite its promising start.

ARC Review: Meet Me At Blue Hour by Sarah Suk

Title: Meet Me At Blue Hour
Author: Sarah Suk
Number of Pages: 288
Publishing Date: 1 April 2025
Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Young-Adult, Coming of Age, Romance, Second Chance, Childhood Friends to Lovers

Synopsis:

Seventeen-year-old Yena Bae is spending the summer in Busan, South Korea, working at her mom’s memory-erasing clinic. She feels lost and disconnected from people, something she’s felt ever since her best friend, Lucas, moved away four years ago without a word, leaving her in limbo.

Eighteen-year-old Lucas Pak is also in Busan for the summer, visiting his grandpa, who was recently diagnosed with Alzheimer’s disease. But he isn’t just here for a regular visit—he’s determined to get his beloved grandpa into the new study running at the clinic, a trial program seeking to restore lost memories.

When Yena runs into Lucas again, she’s shocked to see him and even more shocked to discover that he doesn’t remember a thing about her. He’s completely erased her from his memories, and she has no idea why.

As the two reconnect, they unravel the mystery and heartache of what happened between them all those years ago—and must now reckon with whether they can forge a new beginning together.

Review

This book's got the power to smash up your heart and put it back in one piece again!!!
A poignant and captivating tale of love, loss, and memory. Yena and Lucas's story will tug at your heartstrings and leave you pondering the complexities of human connection. Sarah masterfully weaves together themes of identity, grief, and redemption, set against the vibrant backdrop of Busan, South Korea. The journey from disconnection to self-discovery is beautifully rendered, and her chemistry between the mcs is undeniable.

The exploration of memory and its impact on relationships is fascinating, and the supporting characters add depth and nuance to the narrative. The writing is evocative and immersive, making it easy to become fully invested in Yena and Lucas's story. The scenes and sounds of Busan are described in such a way that makes us feel as of we are living through those moments ourselves.

This book is a must-read for fans of contemporary romance and anyone looking for a story that will resonate long after the final page is turned. Be prepared for an emotional rollercoaster that will leave you smiling through tears.

ARC Review: I Am Not Jessica Chen by Ann Liang


 Title: I Am Not Jessica Chen

Author: Ann Liang

Number of Pages: 384

Publishing Date: 28 January 2025

Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Young-Adult, Dark Academia, Coming of age, Magical Realism, Romance, Asian Representation, Second Chance.







Synopsis

Seventeen-year-old Jenna Chen, rejected by every Ivy League school she applied to and burdened by the weight of her Asian immigrant parents’ expectations, makes a desperate wish: to become her smarter, Harvard-bound cousin, Jessica Chen. To her shock, her wish comes true—literally.

Now living as Jessica, Jenna has access to her cousin’s deepest secrets and journals, only to realize that being the top student at the prestigious Havenwood Private Academy isn’t the dream she imagined. As her parents, friends, and even Jenna herself start to forget who she truly is, she must decide if living out Jessica’s life is worth losing her own identity forever.

Review


I Am Not Jessica Chen is an emotional roller coaster that had me hooked from the very first line. Ann Liang captures the intense pressures and expectations faced by many Asian-American teenagers, making Jenna’s journey both heart-wrenching and deeply relatable. The story resonates on a personal level, exploring themes of identity crisis, family expectations, self-doubt, and the quiet grief that accompanies being “second best.”

Jenna’s transformation from rejected college applicant to embodying her cousin Jessica offers a poignant exploration of what it means to live in someone else’s shadow. Her journey through the cutthroat environment of Havenwood Private Academy is gripping, and as she uncovers the truth behind Jessica’s seemingly perfect life, we’re reminded that even those who appear to have it all are fighting their own battles.

Liang’s writing is both engaging and immersive, drawing readers into a world where the lines between reality and magical realism blur effortlessly. The pacing is masterful, with plot twists that compel you to keep turning pages, even if it means staying up until the early hours of the morning. The themes of identity, family, and self-acceptance are universal, making this novel a must-read for audiences of all ages.

Jenna Chen
Jenna’s struggle to navigate life as Jessica is portrayed with depth and nuance. Her internal conflict raises important questions about self-discovery, individuality, and the true cost of success. As Jenna grapples with the expectations placed upon her, the novel delves into the psychological toll of trying to live up to an idealized version of oneself, adding layers of complexity to her character.

Jessica Chen
At first glance, Jessica seems like the perfect daughter, friend, and student—the epitome of success. But as Jenna delves deeper into her cousin’s life, we see the cracks in Jessica’s seemingly flawless facade. Through Jenna’s eyes, we witness Jessica’s relentless struggle to maintain her “perfect” image, even at the risk of losing everything. This portrayal challenges the notion of perfection, highlighting the immense pressure that comes with being the best.

Aaron Cai
Aaron is perhaps the most vulnerable character in the story, embodying grief, self-doubt, and envy in a way that is both heartbreaking and relatable. Liang skillfully uses Aaron’s character to explore the consequences of loss and the drive to prove oneself in the face of overwhelming odds.

The Parents
From Jenna’s and Jessica’s parents to Aaron’s, Liang presents a diverse array of parental figures, each adding depth to the story. Whether it’s parents who prioritize their child’s happiness above all else, those who view success as the ultimate goal, or those who are consumed by their own grief, the portrayal of these relationships adds yet another rich emotional layer to the novel.

Women, Seated by Zhang Yueran: A Quiet Collapse in the Shadow of Power, ARC review

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